Life is a Roller Coaster...

Dear Diary,

Life is a roller coaster. Some times life will at the tip of the roller coaster meaning everything is exciting and happy and the next moment you are falling down. I say that because for the last 2 days, Leopard has been completely sick. He can barely stand on its own, he doesnt eat, and he is just fragile. Im really worried and scared he might die but them again life will always have its ups and downs. Apart from that my uncle was admitted to the hospital for liver damage. It looks like he might need a transplant and he is currenly having a blood transfusion. Its so sad.

Bunches of Love

New Day!

Dear Diary,

Today was a long day. I got new chicks! I'm so excited because, as you guys all know Ginger..R.I.P..died because of a damn cat. Now i have 3 more. One is named Leopard, because he looks like a white leopard, Tiger, also he likes like a tiger, and Ginger 2 in memory of Ginger. So i will have a picture of them soon. As soon as i remember to take a picture. I went shopping today for clothes and just bought a new "bag" its more like a semi tote. My boyfriend, cousin, and mom where like you already have enough of bags why did you buy another one? I just needed to have one and i got it... Its green with a leafy decorations all over. Oh i almost forgot i have been working out for 3 days in a row!

When i met my boyfriend VA, i nearly melted. I had heard BM and the other peeps i kicked it with talking and always mentioning VA a lot. I always wondered who on earth could be the famous VA. When i met him i was mesmerized. He was tall, in shape, light colored eyes, has the cutest dimples, and he has light brown hair. I was a sophomore and at that time he was a senior. The first thing i said was, "So this is the famous VA huh?" He just laughed. We connected since that moment. take into consideration that i was still BM and I'm flirting with VA all the way. I mean who wouldn't? Senior with a car , money and he was hot. Who could resist? So it got to the point where i couldn't keep my feelings and i had to tell him.

The day before i told him to pick me up near the school and he did. I wanted to be alone with him inside his car but he took me to his house. I hesitated but then i went. When he kissed me i was in heaven. It was incredible, i didnt think i could feel like i did. So then i saw the time and i knew i had to go to school, i was not ready to be with him and make myself look easy. So he took me to school and when i checked my phone i had about 5 missed calls from BM. So he was smart suggesting that i should go in first and he was going to be back later. This will be all for now, i will continue it later.

XOXOXOXOXO

Story Time!

Dear Diary,
Its been a long day and I'm proud to say that today i worked out. It felt so good because i can feel my muscles worked out. It makes me feel great about myself because i know that when i go buy my dress for my boyfriend's graduation i will feel good about myself. Somehow working out makes my self esteem go up. Well i want to catch up my story of my first high school drama.

So them I confronted him (BM) and said to him that it was over. He begged to take him back and i did. Up to this day i don't know whether i took him back because i wanted to be with him, or because i felt sorry for him, or because i didn't want AL to have him. Yet, i was never actually ever committed to him. I ended up cheating on him my SP. But SP never meant anything to me.

After couple of months of fighting and arguing i was giving up in a almost 9 month relationship. Then on January 6, 2006 (my sisters b-day) i met the love of my life, my current boyfriend VA. Now that is caused another complication, and it will be another story for another day.


XOXOXOXOXO

R.I.P Ginger 6-10-09

Dear Diary,
Out of all the worse months of the month, June is the least of my favorites. Today around 4:30 pm i was taking care of the little chicks i had. I have to make sure they stretch their legs and roam around and have their fun. When i was going to put them away, and i just turned my attention from them just one second, a cat comes and eats Ginger. I screamed and my whole family came out but by then she was long gone. I cried like a baby so hard and it hurt me so much because i saw Ginger hang from the mouth of the cat lifeless... I know its the cycle of life, but when you get attached to an animal you are raising, its really hard. It hit my family hard and well it was me who felt it harder because they were mine. So no good news, just bad. I miss Ginger a lot and poor Chewbakca is looking for his friend...sniff sniff....so for today that's all....

So many things, so little time...

Dear Diary,
I'm sorry i haven't written in the last couple of days. There has been a lot of this happening at home. For one, my aunt is almost going to give birth to her baby Daniel. Second, i have been extremely caught up with my boyfriend's graduation preparations. Lastly i have 2 more graduations for next week Thursday and Friday. Wow, so much to do so little time. Well g2g...but i will be back later tonight, i pwomise.

Bunches of Love

In love...

Dear Diary,
Sowy i could not write yesterday, i was a long day and so much to do just in one day, but apart from that i kind of worked out like i promised. I dance with my little brother, and worked out with him. Im not sore but i am tired. Today i spent time with the boyfriend and everyday that goes by i fall in love with him more and more. I never can get enough of the kisses, hugs, and all the love that he provides. He's just wonderful and i never get enough of him. Im madly in love with my hubby...lol...
Bunches of Love

Its a shame

Dear Diary,
I didn't work out, its a shame and i regret to say i over slept. This sucks, i really need to be committed but for sure I'm going to do it tomorrow. I have to, i don't have another choice. Apart from that, i had a great day, saw the boyfriend who i am terribly in love with yet I'm terrified to be in a relationship for this long. We have been together for 3 yrs and 4 months. I will explain everything later, but right now i really have to go with my baby brother so until later!

Bunches of Love

Committed to Working Out

Dear Diary,
My boyfriend's graduation from college is just a couple of weeks away and really excited for him, but i feel like i need to lose weight. I'm not saying i am extremely overweight, but i am not as slender as i wish to be, and when i mean slender i mean model looking kind of body. I know i know, my body is beautiful and i believe it is, but i really need to lose the weight, so i will keep all of you posted as i lose the weight and early in the morning I'm going to have a killer workout and ill tell you all about it, so good night and I'm going to bed.

Bunches of Love

High School Drama

Dear Diary,

High school is pure drama. Everyone knows it, and this goes for slackers and honor students. Every where you go, drama, drama and more drama. First off, i hope you all enjoy this but at this point i just can look back and just laugh about all this, but when i was happening i was nearly pulling my hair out from all the drama. It all started when i met my ex-boyfriend BM (for privacy issues). So BM was not the hottest guy out there and he was on the chunky side but what attracted me to him was his prankster attitude. When we first started "dating" some other girl AL was also trying to be with him. It was a mess by trying to outshine the other. In the end i won...ha ha....lol....and our "anniversary" was April 1st, funny huh? Well guys will be guys and he ended cheating on me about 2 months in the relationship. This is where all the drama begins. My best friend at that time CL knew about this and she didn't tell me, her excuse was that it was none of her business, what a great friend she was huh? When i confronted BM he denied everything to me he claimed that he was loyal, yet i heard him tell AL that i had just found out about their relationship. This is where I'm gonna stop for tonight wait for tomorrow to tell you more.
XOXOXOXOXO

So like i promised here are my chicks....arent they cute? Please excuse the date, my camera seems to be going haywire, but here they are. I mean they seem so small but pretty soon they will be huge. No worries i will keep you posted on how they are doing and if everything is ok...

Bunches of Love