Monday, November 16, 2009

....no time....

Dear Diary,
Im sorry and it has been a long time. Oh god how can i put this, so many things.
1. I got back with my ex on...let me see Nov. 4
2. I got a job and i had training today
3. My job is in Westminister and I live in LA.
      a.Oh so i dont drive and i have no one to take so i guess im using public transport.

            b. the ride is going to be at least 2 hrs long.
4. Im completely stressed out and dont know what i am going to do!!!


Wednesday, November 4, 2009

Birthday today...

Dear Diary,
Today is his birthday. He turns 21 today. Im happy but a few months back, i would of imagined it differently. I honestly thought today was going to be the best day ever of his life. Making him a king, some one who deserves all the attention in the world. I was happily imagining this day differently, now i spend the day thinking of what could of been. I txted him saying happy birthday and wished him the best, but it wasn't what i expected from him. He replied with a negative attitude. I was with my baby bro when he txted me i did my best not to cry in front of the whole school but when i got home, tears got the best of me. Later on today my friend S.C. aka Stranger told me this today "Stay up buddy and don't let nothing put you down!" and "don't stop trying." He made me feel a little better, but still life is treating me bad. So much probs and i dont have enough space left to deal with them.

So i made a question for males, and females if they wanted to express their opinion. The question was: 


If you had the girl you love but was forced to go to another state to start the career dream of your choice, what would you do?

Would you marry the girl and take her with you?
Or would you leave her behind and start fresh on your own?
The answers can be found at  http://www.experienceproject.com/confessions.php?cid=153824. Yes i have and account to experience project so if you like the website make an account and dont forget to add me as a friend!!